A goodbye letter. Sorry.

- Yours truly,

I will send you this, soon.

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MJ Lee, it is going to be a long text. Bare with me.

I am sorry in advance for saying this, especially now.

I know that we never agree on saying goodbye to each other, I see that little things that we never saying goodbye to each other, instead we using words like "see you when I see you" "see you" "takecare" "stay safe" and never a goodbye words but I guess, phew I am using it now. Forever.

Thank you MJ Lee, for everything. I am deciding to walk away from your life, if you consider I am a part of your life and yeah I guess, thank you :) I am glad with cross path back then but I kinda want to let it end here.

I wish that your marriage day come one fine day and I hope you happy with the person that you chose to be with, forever. Give and take, that is the rule in marriage life.

One more thing, I will not staying in JB this year. Around October 2026, I leave everything here. I am moving out from this JB city and live far away from concrete jungle life. I guess, this is one of the reasons why I am saying goodbye to you. It damn far and to be honest, I am not ready for that kind of life. But I guess, that is where life take me to which I accept it sooner or later.

I met you anyway! but only in my dreams. Multiple times I would say. There is one dream that you were crying over my shoulder saying how tired you are with everything while drunk, there is a dream where I saw you from far meeting some people, there is one dream where we were together seeing animals caged and begging us to give them some food (a.k.a zoo) but well, I keep everything to mine and will always like that. Am I cringe? You can say that. Am I stupid? You can say that. Am I disgusting? You can say that. I shouldn't dream about you while I am someone else's haha shame on me.

MJ Lee, I rindu you tapi I cakap benda tak best macam ni. I am sorry. I am sorry, MJ Lee. I am not asking you to respect my decisions and whatever I am saying here, it is just I will not able to meet you anymore in future. Takecare, control your alcohol intake, be gentle with girls when you getting laid & all the best YB MJ! ><

Thank you, MJ Lee, goodbye.

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I guess, no more "till next time, you".
:)